Trust me, it's just as disturbing to me as it must be for some of you. A lifelong cinephile, the disconnect from contemporary cinema over the past decade or so is....deeply disappointing. Maybe I watch too many other things--documentaries, limited series, much of which I respond to much more strongly.
But yes, the intermittent reinforcement of finding a Peanut Butter Falcon or Deerskin keeps me in the game, I guess.
In the meantime, I've got Lovers Rock, Ma Rainey, and Sound of Metal queued up.